[personal profile] embolalia
Title: Aftermath
Pairing: Kara/Leoben
Rating: PG-13 (implications of previous torture)
Words: 415
Summary: After Leoben is air-locked, Kara cleans up her mess.
A/N: For [livejournal.com profile] rirenec :)



Aftermath

“Are you alright?” Laura asks as Kara stands frozen, her hand against the glass a full minute after Leoben’s disappeared into the dark of space.

She snatches her hand back, whirling toward the President but catching herself at the last moment. “Yeah,” Kara bites out. “Fine. I’ll just clean up.”

She waves to the marines to protect the President from the vacuum where a Cylon used to be and goes back into the make-shift cell. Water puddles the floor where he thrashed and she mops it up with a towel, leaning awkwardly to keep the weight on her good knee. How did he know? He’s gone but the memory of it still chills her, makes her heart race. She feels exactly like a child again, with some secret found out by her mother. She’s caught in the same moment between flinching and pushing back.

Kara leaves the sodden towel on the floor and takes another to the table. His blood has dried, the trace of his fingers looking for all the world like the currents of a stream. She drags her fingers through the pattern he’s left, then studies the traces on her fingertips. She raises her hand, smelling the tang of his blood; she brings her fingers to her lips, tasting the iron and salt. A shiver goes through her, something like arousal, something like recognition. He was enough like a man.

One of the crew of the Gemenon Traveller stops in the doorway, confused by her presence, and Kara steps quickly back from the table. “Just leaving,” she mutters, and pushes past him.

The Raptor won’t be back for a while, and she wanders as she waits, drawn inexorably back to the airlock. Glancing around hesitantly, she hits the button to open the hatch and steps inside, closes it.

This is where he stood. She presses her hand to the glass, fits her fingers into the shimmering print of his sweaty palm. Kara closes her eyes, holds her breath.

As her head starts to spin, she could swear she almost feels him: his hands on her throat, his body pressed against hers. His lips hovering at her earlobe, promising truths she’s always run from understanding.

Kara gasps for breath, her hand falling away from the window as she comes back to herself. She opens the hatch hurriedly, heads back to the landing bay. He was a Cylon, she tells herself angrily. Only she’s not sure what that means anymore.

Date: 2012-05-05 09:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rirenec.livejournal.com
So perfect! Thank you honey! This is really moving and raw; her confusion just singing out about herself, him and everything. I love the section where she goes into the airlock to stand in his position. Oh, Kara! This is what I needed. Thank you so, so much. *hugs*

Date: 2012-05-06 01:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] embolalia.livejournal.com
You're so welcome! I've never really written about this episode, so I'm glad it worked :)

Date: 2012-05-06 03:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deborah-judge.livejournal.com
Oh, Kara, you'll be kissing him soon enough. Sigh.

It's interesting to think about how he got to her so early, and how the very beginnings of her feelings for him were in this kind of confused muddle.

Date: 2012-05-07 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] embolalia.livejournal.com
Yeah, I've always thought there was more legitimate confusion for her at this point. All he'd done to her was strike her once, more as a show of power than anything else, and she's hardly unfamiliar with violence as a sign of love. Oh, young Kara :(

Date: 2012-05-07 01:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mserrada.livejournal.com
He really did get inside her defenses in F&B and you reflect that so well here.
It was creepily realistic that Kara would've gone back to the airlock and put herself in his place.
Kudos!

Date: 2012-05-07 02:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] embolalia.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad it felt real to you :)

Date: 2013-12-06 03:48 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] lanalucy
I love the way rirenec explores the Kara/Leoben relationship, but I love yours, too. They both seem so much like Kara. So many pieces to the Kara puzzle.

Date: 2013-12-11 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] newnumbertwo.livejournal.com
I love these moments of reflection, as she cleans up her mess. How shaken and haunted she is. Such a lovely look into her mind. I love these kind of moments. Gorgeous.

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